I’m contemplating making contact with people I have lost contact with. All of them. Whether we had a fight, whether we were poison to each other, whether we just drifted apart for no real reason. Maybe I should make it a nice E-mail with all the names together, and send it off like some spam message of the soul. What would I say? “How are you?” Or, “Long time”, or “Sorry for being an ass” or “I miss you.” Or maybe I should just concentrate on ‘real’ people and leave out the virtuals, the ones I’ve only known online. Then again, I’ve never seen such a big difference between the effect of the virtuals on my life compared to “real” people. Some virtuals have left me phsyically sobbing, laughing, even coming. Or should I just let it be, let it go. And what if I send off this e mail to them all…what if there’s no reply? Will I cry? Will I shut off? Will I feel loss? Will I take a sip of coffee and go on with my day?